The beginning of a new era

So, I created this blog, oh so very long ago and never seem to use it. Now all my friends have blogs and seem to always write something inspirational, even though they aren't necessarily meaning to! SO here I am looking at my blog again, thinking I should try and use it. It's in the process of a make-over, so bear with me :). Who knows how much I'll be able to write but, then again you never know. I have begun to study for the actuarial exams. The first one is on probability. Some think I'm insane, and others think this is probably the perfect fit for me (although teaching was also a great fit). Who would've thought I would go through teacher certification for a needed position only to find that 3 years later the economy stinks and therefore there are no teaching positions out there...God knew, that's who! I love substitute teaching, yet that's not going to pay the bills for the rest of my life, especially if we want to have a family. So in came the thought once again to take the actuarial exams (I thought about doing this originally before I began the teacher's certification--thought I was taking the easier track). I spend my spare time studying, and probably that's not even enough. I hope and pray I pass this exam on November 22. From there I am hoping to be accepted into New York Life's internship program (that is paid) in Tampa, FL with my dad. After the internship comes finding a job. There's a lot up in the air right now too. I pray daily that God reveals to TJ and I where he has planned for us to live upcoming, and to reveal the right path for both of us for a job. I also pray that I am respectful towards my husband and listen to his wisdom and thoughts towards this. We are both excited for the possibility to move to Tampa, yet nervous. So do I stay in Tampa for the summer while he stays here, do we move if I get the internship on a leap of faith, or what? All of it's a little uneasy for someone who likes to have things planned out and go that way! :) All I can do is look to HIM and trust. So here's to the new beginnings. Hopefully I have more to blog as I study and as God leads me on my path of living...