Today I began watching my nieces and so began outside temptations daily in front of me. The Cheddar Sun Chips that Camille didn't finish could easily have been a little extra for myself...but I resisted! Huge step and goal for me! Now to continue that for the next uh...8-10 weeks?!? It's gunna e worth it when I see that magic number keep getting closer and closer every Friday!
I read a blog today about being honest with yourself and putting it all out there, well here it is....I need to lose 66 lbs to be at my goal of 140. So if you do the math last Friday I had allowed myself to creep back up to 206. I was ticked at myself and hopefully that's all the more motivation to keep going.
Also it's time to be honest with the miscarriage. I thought I was through it, yet it somehow always creeps back in too and it hurts. I met with a new OBGYN last Friday and was very pleased with her and how they will help me through my next pregnancy (which I secretly hope is really soon!). She was very supportive and I think it's gunna help me tons. I liked Craig ranch OBGYN, but they did not handle things well with my miscarriage and I look back and feel like many times I felt distant from them....did not feel that way with Dr. Allen (even though I waited and hour and a half).
So here we are....honestly and reality time. This is for me, my husband, and my family and my future kids. I WILL do this, I CAN do this!!! Thanks for your support!!!
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