New leaf...

Today embarks the day I turn over a new leaf. I know I have said this time and time again but I have got to do something for myself. It's time to put away the excuses and anything else that may creep up. They weight needs to go and I have to be ok with things that happened last year. It's hard seeing people pregnant and all they talk about it baby this and that, but honestly I've got to be ok with it!!! I need to be happy for them, but sometimes it's just hard. Summer has began and I'll be watching my nieces this summer. I'm going to find a good study to dive into and I've got two tests and two book studies so talk about gunna be busy! No more excuses, no more lying to myself. I was depressed and might sort of still be but I'm gunna push through this. With God on my side I'm gunna make it! I know in His time we will have a beautiful family, until then I need to take care of myself! Let's do this!!!!